My friends, eventhough its only 4 days, i just can't afford to leave you guys,i'm not sure why.That heavy heart of mine can never got carried away..i gonna miss you guys..especially to that someone that my heart had decided to grip on till today...

I'm not sure why but death i inevitable...cherish every moment in your life is a must..

Today is my so called " last day in s'pore". haha what a joke, i gonna leave only for 4 days and thats that!!!No more overseas this year.After all i'm taking my o'levels this year and thats my only target and goals to achieve..

Since today is my last day, maybe i shall write something in this blog...

I had this feeling of tiredness. Its not that i'm really tired, i'm just maybe felt a little heavy in the heart.

I had dnt which i completed just only 60%,i'm left with 3 work and that is making my stand,electronics and finishing.Its kinda tiring especially when i had to concentrate on other subjects...Still, tha fact is i'm left with 1 month to complete my project work. Lets pray and work hard for the best...wish wish wish!

My body is like deteriorating these moments, i just felt very tired. My heart felt like its being stab everytime i scold someone or even think about the problems i had to face. It just turned heavy and painful..My soccer skills on the other hand, dropped tremendously. My level of fatique was so high that i began to felt my old injury is coming back..a sharp pain at my leg shin when i kicked or run.No please i never want to hear the injury called Split Shin again from the doctors...

Hey guys out there, let me tell you that i and geok hui had long been a subject of discussions.Please dudex, my heart is no longer with her.She decided to lie and and i decided thats it.She's on her own way and i on my own way. The cuts always leave a mark, and that mark can only be removed by a surgery;a surgery that can end up in death..Same as it goes, the much love is shown, the much dejected is the feelings, the deeper the pain, and finally the heart breaks to a point that it can never take any much longer...

Maybe i gotta say it, its a lie and fake love of me and her...its just so wrong in the begining and i should have know..

There's always that special someone in this world we live in. God decide the fate on when we meet. We can always hold on faith, but let me say this, the future is always in your hands. You decide and make decisions.

You found her and gotcha!!!.Go for it!!!..with the mindset of listening to your heart not head..

Next week is jia long and yin ci birthday. Most likely its going to be a barbeque instead of chalet...I just can't wait to see the happy faces of them...and when they make their wishes...i just love my friends...

This is a tribute from me to her...its about me and you;you and me

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin

Iloveyou, till then goodbye - Nazri