Wednesday, November 15, 2006



How do you describe the tears of joy,..happiness or even sorrow. We humans are created by god to cry; not only to release those dark-long kept sorrows but also for joy and happiness.

Everyday we prayed to god, hoping that he would answers our prayers. The Word 'hope'. What makes it so significant in some way. It is said that as long as there's life, there's hope. As long there's hope, there's a way.

We always pray for the best. Hoping to live well in this complicated world. Religion is there to guide us through a straight path. But we as humans, do we realise that? never unless we came across with problems.

You spend time with your loved ones everyday. Why 'loved' ones? you'll decide. A family turns to a friend. A friend turns to? A family of course.

We watch dramas, movies and read books regarding love. What is truly meant by that. We watched that it always end with a happy ending. So too those fairy tales like Cinderella and Snow White. How i wish i had a happy ending...

Silence. A secret? Why? Is it that because you were to hurt yourself to tell anyone? or is it you were to scard to tell anyone?. Secrets are meant to be told? You sure about it? To me it can never be told. Why? its been a year i kept it. why let it out now?

A journey full of happiness and tears. Is it part of your life? every collective terms of expreience are so called 'building blocks of you life' . They keep on calling us to move on. What if i can't? What if i have to? Would it be happiness for me? Its always not me who decides... but those who i met. Every person that you met actually change your life in a way. In a way that you'll never realise.

Today, i surrender to god; my faith and loyalty. My fate, my heart, my feelings and my souls. The rejects and the accepts. The brokens and the intacts. The fragile and the strong ones. I can never overcome it. The feeling of inevitable pain is always there. Now its just me alone, alone in the world that has 2 rooms. Towards light or darkness.

dONE BY : nazri - a tribute to the pain i had till today.

A song that is so meaningful yet tragic.
Retreat.
The sky is gray, as if it has cried
After leaving you, I am not any more free
The sour air produces the smell of our distance
The newest result is like breathing, unable to cease
The yellowed-diary in the drawer has found its recollections
That smile resembles the season of summer
Our past can really be considered to be forgotten
The lack of oxygen after love is like the tears of stars, it is unneccesary
I know that neither of us are at fault
We just forgot how to retreat
Our oath made its best effort, but it allowed time to make it empty
I know that neither of us are at fault
It is just that it will be better if we separate
The most beautiful love is the type that we carry on in our memories
End
"The most beautiful love is the type that we carry on in our memories"
15/11/06

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