Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Hey my friends out there. today marks the 41th birthday of singapore, Haha. Yesterday, i manage to spend a treasuring day with my friends...about 24 of them. We went to Seoul Garden to celebrate xian yong birthday.

Hey my gd friend Xian yong! Happy birthday to you, all the best for your future.

Okay after the whole ting. Zhenguang rushed to buy his cake...thats when i meet him. He bought the cake while i went to buy my batteries!!! for my mp3. I cannot live without my Mp3...haix...addicted to songs... Anyway, i spend time with them to watch the foreworks...i love it every moment...nice....at the explanade.

aerosmith said in one of his song' For every moment i spend with you is the moment i treasure'

OKay...back to the main topic. Hmm, guys i tink i and no longer friends with her. Today marks our friendship end. I force myself, and i know everywords u've said is intentional. U might hurt a guys feeling but i will remain strong. Thats what my ex stead said to me.. It reminds me of the past with her.Anyway, maybe its my fault for a bit of gossiping. I MEAN ABIT. NO! i did not actually gossip. Its the truth...

I force myself to try save our friendship but she replied to me that she don't need me as a friend. She's been using me and toying my feelings all this while...thats what my freinds asume.

Hmm, i'm not sad but hmm...a little disspointed with myself. Having to realise the truth now that i've been wrong in loving her last time. i was blinded. blinded by love. a FAKE love. i will nvr make this mistake again.

I was even accused to making Yun ru hate her. Yun Ru just need to spend time with her friends since this is the lsat yr for her in singapore. thats why i spend time with her...but i nvr even told her aniting since she was mood swinging the whole day....

Haiya. Since she know everything. I'll let her complain about me... for all i care. she might nvr gain her friends trust. it's proven. when she complains. we'll know and see the truth...

To suffer slowly, and repay the kindness...i'm once again a bad guy...for you only...

A song quoted; 'I hope one day A knoe he was being toyed by B....''its my life and its my blog. I can put anything i want here.

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