Heys ppl...time to update yup!..finally

hmm, firstly, i wanted to highlight on is my birthday!

it was marred by some problems....due to some so called frens...

but anyway, i enjoyed it with some frens though.haha.

easy to say, its betta to have lil frens that are close to you...

they understand u more.

i would like to thank ZHENGUANG!,MING GUANG!, ELEANOR, STEPFANIE, ERIC, STEFFI,HOI KAN, YIN CI, LITING, WEILING and YEN LEE!!!..thank you all...u rawk man...cux without u ppl, i wonder how am i suppose to spend my birthday with. after all, my love has gone from my life and that my initial wish is to have a gathering of all my frens....

yup, gathering was cancelled i heard...due to some divided loyalties...hmm...wad can i sae...bad timing...some went to that sakura, some were half hearted to come...watever lars... kinda sad about what happened...but anyways...gotta stay positive.

ITS like i have 10 frens, and nw that im left with 3 frens.

now u ppl noe why is cancelled rite?

lols.haa

i would like to thanks stefanie and eleanor fer the cute presents! nice baby shirts haha!

i would like to thank liting fer the lunch and pool treats....its darn nice!thank you!

i would like to thank zhenguang, ming guang, steffi,eric and yin ci fer the vouchers!that was nice of you ppl!...

we had an enjoyable time after that dinner...watch BEAN!,haa...

nxt day,shopping AT VIVO LAS VEGAS!, then went to cineleisure chamber watch scary movie! haa.laughs my hearts out!...

memorable day indeed...

lil frens but i enjoyed it...thanks to this ppl...i really hope i can keep them forever within my life....i will forever remembered what they did.

gotta stay positive...i must!...

despite over what has happened!, i must remember that there are still somebody hu cares...

i learnt quite a few things this few days....ACTIONS HAVE DAMN CONSEQUENCES.

think before you do anything, whether it effects one feelings and life.

everything in life happens fer a reason, a reasons fer us to change ourself.we change our fate. NO happy go lucky, that was all crap.

care about others feelings first, then u can care about urself...be in their shoes....

learn to appreaciate love that was given to you,not everybody in the world was given love-like me.

nvr give ur love to just anybody, cux they might not deserve it.

sometimes, being cold blooded, hard hearted and straight forward is the only way to make ppl think about themselves...cux thats wad love did to me...love is selfish...

haa...wad a life im going through now...full of tormenting hopes...full of defeats...full of ups and down...

like what they sae...wen i gain sumtink, i will loose sumtink, wad a sad tink.

haiiii....haiiii...wad to do with me...

i gotta admit this

im a guy, a normal guy who has little left hopes to be loved, i had scars at my heart that will remained fer life, im a loser and a rotten in my love life...i know why. cux i gave ppl love to much that i had none left fer myself... and that my love had never been appreciated...

what a life! weeeeeeeeeeee.

peace!