28th of december 2006

My god, i really miss you alot.2morrow is my last day of work.
Finally, after all those troubles...sufferings and tortures
i wonder where are you now...

29th of december 2006

Im very sorry...why?
because i have failed to take care of myself
i've overwork and now i am sick again
i'm having a terrible cold....it is just soo cold now..

if only you were here...

30th of december 2006

I must really wonder...
my thought are always with you but are yours with me?..
i only want you to be happy but i nvr want you into making me happy....
i nvr you want to force ur'self...
i just want you to be happy...

2day, all i do is just lay on my bed and watch tv the whole day
i'm so bored..
so i did my reflection of the yr 2006...
one ting fer sure...
it has been a rollercoaster ride...

31th of december 2006..

the last day of the yr...
447 days...me waiting fer you...
6 days of empty heart..
my god what has happened?...
why now?
why?...

New Year Resolution
- to have closer ties with family and friends..
- to improve every aspect of my attitude
- to cherish every souls i've met
- to have my goals ticked!
* to love you and only you...

1st of january 2007

i'm bored at home...
while people are working here i am rotting at home...
2morrow i shall start my sporting life..
i gonna do everything myself,...
i must do it
i can do it
so...
just do it!

your always here in my heart...
wherenever you are...i'm always here...
i miss you soo badly,
i miss the time...