OKay lets continue....

I attended hoi kan's chalet, thanks to his parents for making this possible for him... and happy birthday hoi kan!

Gosh i'm tired...we played games there, we barbequed, we chat, nice chat with miss ratna, we went to escape theme park, had a memorable beach trip....and more....

The one that is still clear in my mind is the beach visit...we went there right after the theme park...i sat there with eleanor and eric beside me...and look at the sea horizons...the ocean breeze...the clouds, the sunset...damn i gonna miss them...

I did managed to wrote something in my handphone and that is a quote, it stated :

2day, i sit upon these stones. i want to crave something visible yet lasting. i never had the chance.i look upon these clouds, the sea horizons. i saw two lines that merge as one that never end.Such blending beauty like you... Will the pain ever dissapear, the torture, the hearbreak and the memorable ones..

You were there, right there, why can't i talk to you, confess to you,and held you....

Then, the next morning we went there again, this time is just me, eric, evelyn, steffi and steffi. i sat there for quite a long time till they left...when i'm alone, i reflected the past, the memories, the love and the rejects...i keep thinking about her but why? why must it be me?...i try to kept calm but she always appeared in my mind...

Today is the last day i spend time with you, to see you, to...i hate this...

I saw a green bottle floatin in the water, there's a note inside it, i opened it yet there's nothing written inside it...i took it out and slotted in my diary note...and no one knows..nvr do i ever want to see it again...i threw it away...to the sea...

Now its up to me... face to face with the life challenges...face to face with you, face to face with my love...i gonna miss her, i gonna keep this in my heart forever....forever and ever...