archoo!!!

damn this running nose of mine... sucks like hell. i cannot tahan lars....feeling so sick now, drowsy and dizzy. archoo! again....wah lao!

hmm...my new class...hmm wad i gotta sae about them...whoa!they rawk man!>. SW Oii!...LOLS... can see the class had been getting well together. we are considered very close compared to other class...go makan and play sports together...lols...

maybe one day ill help organise a trip to somewhere for the class...make the bond even stronger...

this course that i've joined, its not just all abouth sports...we need to learn quite a few stuffs from business..omg...haha...but its good lars....my aim is to take a degree in NUS for business...i want to go further...

speaking about achieving those aims right... i kinda doubt myself about gaoing for that...look at what i am doing now...im slacking!. oh gosh...

maybe its because im waiting for a new laptop such that i cannot study those lectures and notes etc. can't wait to get one..lols...

hmm i joined tae kwon do...hmm already a black belt...lac lac. lols. actually, my ankle have not yet recover. its gonna take another month to recover....oooh yah not to forget..i failed my trial to join the soccer team....this is jux beacuse that i cannot kick properly with my right leg...when i kicked, i kicked like shit!...omg...the coaches saw this...and for sure i knew that i have failed...i'll try again next time...

wonder what other sports should i join?... track and field?...cheerleading?...ultimate freesbies? or wad...no idea...

one thing for sure, my greatest aim is to play for the nationals track and field...still not sure either,...due to this bad injury...

haix, so many problems as usual, but so what. i've always had lots of problems that i can conquers....i've been experiencing it all my life...slowly and steadily i will solve them...

hmm wad else...

ooh yah that day is my 2 bro's birthdays... its zhenguang and ming guang birthday. we did celebrate it though....happy birthday to them...

yah kenny too happy birthday....qing wei also....

evelyn too..

hmm too much to ask for a birthday ehs?

too bad i can't celebrate with some ppl...for some reasons...im just a very busy guy...ahem...lols....

hmm what i wanna achieve now....trying to get back to fitness...back to my speed...my old 2.4timing is 7min57secs....and now i believe i can do better...

change my look...not gonna cut hair for at least 6 months...then will cut in a recomended saloon...

be someone who can help change people lifes....

increase my body mass....im so thin...omg...eat more lah dey....then train...!haha...physical sports...!yea...

SW oii..oii!..SWSW!....sap sap oii!

LOLS...till then i'll update when im free.

hey's im back to blogging....

kinda busy with lots of thingy...

im still working fer the zoo, hmm its not everyday but on weekends...haa at least earning some money honey!...

i had bad luck....pure bad luck...hmm...

i just realise it...

i had bad luck in my love life, i lost my mp3 and had to use my mum's...even sold my mum's and bought a new one, ' with her permission of course. lost my birthday's voucher and got scolded,had my slippers stolen, had friends leaving me, i entered to a course and school where's there not even a kranjian, my school is further apart from my friends, had my spectacle broke, had fractured my ankle recently and because of that, i had to go xrays and some surgery procedures, my right ankle is soo far bigger than my left ankle...omg, i cannot play sports for about a month at least...even in working, i lost 145 in my counter....

hmm, what has happened to me...

i sometimes wondered and looked back at my life recently. i realised i had soo much too offer.... i want to change the lifes of people, to make people think that the world had soo much too offer...the chance to live on for the least...

recently i watched this tv show in MTV, its about we ppl....hmm..all about expressing yourself....thats the way if u want to suceed.hmm..i sensed that i had something inside me that is waiting to come out for so long...wad is that?...i want to express myself and suceed.

i always wanted my prayers to answered but i had always done soo much wrong things to god...
im really ashamed of myself...just look at myself...ooh god...im so pathetic...

my destiny is to be decided by me.i want to change the life of others....

i know my fate in love has always been bad, so no point for me to fall in love..

i know my faith in love has gone forever....so lets not think about love...

i know i must do something about this and not give up....hmm, maybe sometimes let nature runs its own course is betta.

what can i do to be a betta guy,...to see and not jump into conclusions easily. to have a happy family and friends with him, to be happy and not hold grudges, to not forget GOD

last night, i realised something...i could not sleep till about 3 plus just thinking about it,

what is the biggest regrets in my life...

i had soo much regrets...

soo much...

i regretted for not cherishing my family, cousins and friends as i seemed to have let time goes its own way....

i regretted for not being able to show my love...for the person i love recently....but got rejected...i regretted for hating her and now i hate myself...whats the point... and now the feeling of missing somebody really hurts me...is there's such thing as one chance... so cherishing love is important....

sometimes its just betta to keep quiet and let pain be felt by your ownself...cux i don't want people to feel that they owns me something...i never want anyone to felt worried for me especially my mum, my parents...

sometimes problem is good to be shared, matters of the heart and others....

i need a listening ear...so far i had none the best...thats why i kept mostly everything to myself....

how can i change my life...

with soo many regrets...

let this be a lesson to me...

where is the love?

where is the real nazri?

where are you? deep within you?

time to express your feelings to others?

time to be yourself?

where is all the spirits and will?

dude!,...come back to reality...

this is life...cherish it while you can...colour it with rainbows...
and not disgust it...