Hmm,

Im nt sure why but im having doubts about myself
Haa, it all started on fri.
We went to orchard yesterday. Theres me, hafiz, kishor, peiyi, peijun, joel, and si hao.
Actually we just walk around chilling around. Gt nthin to do
Then we went to starbucks to meet fizah. She’s a manager there and drinks on the house!!!
Thanks fizah! Haha.
Its nice! I love it. Haha.
We sat and chill together as a group and began some “ brainwashed discussions”

We did promised among ourselves to keep the secrets.haha
I’ve learned all the colourful features of my classmates.
I kinda love them. Its just four months and sooo!!! Much happening.
Wonder if one year hw its gonna be?
Hmm

We did discussed about our studies and those future stuffs. Some of my classmate wants to change course because of the career prospective. Im kinda want to because I know most ppl look down on our course. But anyway, they told me not to and persuaded me. Still, I can’t conform guys. I need to get top 5% then can….
Anyway, ill see how if I want to change….it really depend on my studies
So far I did quite bad compared to my classmates…
I got A’s for macroeconomics, marketing and statistics. But D’s for accounting and excel.
Im darn worried. I wanna improve myself….i wanna get all A’s…..

THEN, we discussed about the scandals and those stuffs….
Haha. Luckily im not that part of it.haha…I kinda tried to backoff
In my heart, there’s always something that I wanna speak to..to this special person.
Anyway, back to the subject
I’ve learnt lots of few things.
We humans, always try out best to have the best thing in the world.LOVE.
We would do soo many things beyond your imagination.
I reflected about my past. Im really really sad. Why must all the gals that I love leave me…. Im not sure to say im a failure…see my frens…dun ever sae that im a ladies men whatsoever. Cux I can never be. In order for me to treasure this moment is soo difficult….
Rumours here and there but that’s normal…. There’s so much thing for me to achieve….

We gotta open our eyes. We look at others, like a fren of mine. I can see he cares for this gal….and soo much that the gal has done to break his heart. And Yet he remains strong. I knoe how you feel man!, what you’ve gone through I can understand….im really sad for you. I apologize because I don’t want this to drag….dragging in love has lots of consequences….

Ive grown up…I see and I understand people….
Their ways, their attitude and approaches.
We can never be perfect afterall.
For me, I don’t really mind…
Im really not into love anymore….

I dunno
Really dunno
Shld i…
I knoe u care…
Give me some time….
to think about it...
im waiting...
for you...cux
..........
i know....

All at once - The Fray

There are certain people you just keep coming back to

She is right in front of you

You begin to wonder could you find a better one

Compared to her now she's in question

And all at once the crowd begins to sing

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her

Maybe you started to compare to someone not there

Looking for the right one you line up the world to find

Where no questions cross your mind

But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt

Much longer for you to sort it out

And all at once the crowd begins to sing

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her

Maybe you started to compare to someone not there

Maybe you want it, maybe you need it

Maybe it's all you're running from

Perfection will not come

And all at once the crowd begins to sing

Sometimes

We'd never know what's wrong without the pain

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her

Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there

Maybe you want it, maybe you need it

Maybe it's all you're running from

Perfection will not come

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her

Maybe you had her, maybe you lost her to another

To another