guys!!!!!!!and gals of course....i've changed my blog add!
http://uyakurt.blogspot.com/

fuck!!!!!!!!!!!
i just receive my accounts test results...
i failed again!!!!
i hate this
i cannot take it
im all out to practise my accounts...
exam coming...
why>>>>!!!!!!!!!! must i failed...that module...
im doin well for the other module but accounts!!!

anyway

my friends soory lar i nvr update...
i guess this is my last post for nw...
until exam ends...

gd news i won my first gold medal in men's open group event
for the campus roadrun.

bad news...
im stressed!!!..very stressed with exams...im pressurised to do the best...
im kinda sick of my life....

oh yahs...
my friends from sec... i miss guys....i really do
that day we really had fun. thanks..
we'l reunite one day....

i guess im kinda busy to update the blog..till exam...
well, u guys can jux leave a tag alrites!!!!
i'll check it evryday. i promise....

ill change a new blogskins and address when exam ends....
maybe new freindster...haha
new image ma..
new nazri...
haha

till then
peace guys
ill miss u guys...
with love...
take care lots...
and also...

be sure to contact me if u need any help...
except borrowing of money, cux im broke..lols!!!

Hmm,

Im nt sure why but im having doubts about myself
Haa, it all started on fri.
We went to orchard yesterday. Theres me, hafiz, kishor, peiyi, peijun, joel, and si hao.
Actually we just walk around chilling around. Gt nthin to do
Then we went to starbucks to meet fizah. She’s a manager there and drinks on the house!!!
Thanks fizah! Haha.
Its nice! I love it. Haha.
We sat and chill together as a group and began some “ brainwashed discussions”

We did promised among ourselves to keep the secrets.haha
I’ve learned all the colourful features of my classmates.
I kinda love them. Its just four months and sooo!!! Much happening.
Wonder if one year hw its gonna be?
Hmm

We did discussed about our studies and those future stuffs. Some of my classmate wants to change course because of the career prospective. Im kinda want to because I know most ppl look down on our course. But anyway, they told me not to and persuaded me. Still, I can’t conform guys. I need to get top 5% then can….
Anyway, ill see how if I want to change….it really depend on my studies
So far I did quite bad compared to my classmates…
I got A’s for macroeconomics, marketing and statistics. But D’s for accounting and excel.
Im darn worried. I wanna improve myself….i wanna get all A’s…..

THEN, we discussed about the scandals and those stuffs….
Haha. Luckily im not that part of it.haha…I kinda tried to backoff
In my heart, there’s always something that I wanna speak to..to this special person.
Anyway, back to the subject
I’ve learnt lots of few things.
We humans, always try out best to have the best thing in the world.LOVE.
We would do soo many things beyond your imagination.
I reflected about my past. Im really really sad. Why must all the gals that I love leave me…. Im not sure to say im a failure…see my frens…dun ever sae that im a ladies men whatsoever. Cux I can never be. In order for me to treasure this moment is soo difficult….
Rumours here and there but that’s normal…. There’s so much thing for me to achieve….

We gotta open our eyes. We look at others, like a fren of mine. I can see he cares for this gal….and soo much that the gal has done to break his heart. And Yet he remains strong. I knoe how you feel man!, what you’ve gone through I can understand….im really sad for you. I apologize because I don’t want this to drag….dragging in love has lots of consequences….

Ive grown up…I see and I understand people….
Their ways, their attitude and approaches.
We can never be perfect afterall.
For me, I don’t really mind…
Im really not into love anymore….

I dunno
Really dunno
Shld i…
I knoe u care…
Give me some time….
to think about it...
im waiting...
for you...cux
..........
i know....

All at once - The Fray

There are certain people you just keep coming back to

She is right in front of you

You begin to wonder could you find a better one

Compared to her now she's in question

And all at once the crowd begins to sing

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her

Maybe you started to compare to someone not there

Looking for the right one you line up the world to find

Where no questions cross your mind

But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt

Much longer for you to sort it out

And all at once the crowd begins to sing

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her

Maybe you started to compare to someone not there

Maybe you want it, maybe you need it

Maybe it's all you're running from

Perfection will not come

And all at once the crowd begins to sing

Sometimes

We'd never know what's wrong without the pain

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her

Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there

Maybe you want it, maybe you need it

Maybe it's all you're running from

Perfection will not come

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her

Maybe you had her, maybe you lost her to another

To another

Monday

I woke up feeling so tired today. Yesterday my family moved to my sis’s house. Jux temporarily because new house under renovation. Sian. Some more sis house no internet connection. I got this feeling that I’m getting sick. Must be because of the dust those furniture contains. We carried all the boxes, furniture electronics etc. Whoa it’s very tiring. Kinda felt lazy coming to school but it worth it though. Haa.
I managed to ask ms devi to check my report and powerpoint slides. Haa, I know I did the report very fast but at least I’m able to check my work to get better marks. I did them during the holidays during my free time of course. Haha. She checked through and everything went well, just some grammatical errors and sentence structure problems. Ha. At the end of the lesson, I went to eat with my classmates at the Ang mo kio hub. Haha enjoyable time. Went home after that and quickly took a nap….and then overslept.late for training!!.Gosh, I rushed to school back and attend training!.yea!...haha…had a relax training. After that, my teammates nad I went to the school mac for dinner. Haa. Did meet evelyn there! Haha so long never see her. Then went home arnd 9 plus…

Tuesday

I woke up slacking again….3 alarm snooze!..haha managed to wake up though. Went to meet vanya at cck and also met yen lee!...haha coincidence. Went to school as per normal. Had fun with class mates and went home. Im starting to feel headache already. Im soo tired….wen to slack at home, watch 200 pounds beauty movie. Yea! Nice movie!

Wednesday

Woke up late again. Haha! Again!.. went to have breakfast and watch tvs. Off to school then..haha..had school as per normal….at the end of the day, meet my stats group at mac and start off our project which we did halfway. I even mea Eleanor there!..and Banu.. but one tingy I gotta say I cannot accept. She sae someone forget old friends since got new one!. Im kinda angry becux of that. Cux I really hate those who jump into conclusions. Because of those words, im beginning to get worried. Haha we did it inside library room later then….haha complete the project till 8.45pm….its like 6 hours of project done…omg.soooooo tired…went home after that and do my turorials for stats and boom! Knock out! Ooh yah I didn’t go training.

Thursday

Woke up and went to school with aliah and vanya. Had a fruitful time for excel. Had my presentation done. We did quite well and im proud of it.Haha. Im thinking of going home after school but in the end I followed my classmates to Suntec. They had shopping while I was just looking around finding some source about marketing. Went home after that, felt so weak and drowsy..face were soo pale….really gonna faint..by the time…I lie at my bed…I just knock out…..

Friday
I didn’t go to my turtorials today. I went to doctor and the doctor said im having a flu...
Just need some rest….i went to Gombak with my mum, company her to market, I managed to buy my business pants and shoes..yea….went home quickly after that…im thinking of meeting zq they all to orchard but im soo tired and still recovering. In the end went home and rest….im kinda miss them, my sec pals,…Its nt that I forget them again!
I hate it lar. Sometimes, people start rumours that is not true about me lar. Try living with me and we’lll see if you can survive the tight schedule.

Saturday

The medicine I took a makes me soo tired and sleepy…even though,I did my turtorials in the morning and studied my marketing….afternoon, I meet mg and zg in macdonalds…it’s a short time abt 2 hrs…at least im able to see how is my old pals are doing, I really do miss them, the time we used to shop together. haha manage to complete my eng report…haha gotta admit. Despite that im sick, I managed to do soo much things today…



Overview.

This week i learnt quite a lot. Haha. Time management is important. Haha. I got some setbacks. No a lot…but anyway I manage to steer my way through. I have a strong heart and spirit. I believe in myself, I gonna make my life as the best as I can. I will do my best. I’m able to catch up on studies now. People might say that im dying, or gonna die off soon or might breakdown any moment. Well, we’ll see…lets silence doubt and SHUT THEM UP!..actions are louder than words?! Get it? also, just to say that I really do remember my old friends…u people are my friends….i will do anything do cherish u guys….next, I gonna achieve what im aiming for. Im not telling anyone what issit…only one person knew..someone I trusted. Speaking about relationship. I kinda forget about that, bcux im soo busy nwadaes. I rather not tell anyone about my relationship with others. Its becux of several things… I don’t really like those who look too much about myself.

I want to say this to someone, im nt gonna tell who
Don’t think that you know me! You don’t even know. You doubt me! And im gonna make sure u eat back your words. Cux I gonna make a fucker like you pay.

Anyway

Let just end this for nw.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS! THEY CHANGED MY LIFE. iNdeed...frens are hard to keep....cux there's just soo much to satisfy their needs,wants and demands! hee

up the escalator!
smile!
haa SB bois
im getting darker

cheerios my pals!
its liting and me
and this is evelyn and me
the gays

The guys!
The Gals
Hafiz and Nazri

WHoa!!!!

yesterday sentosa is soo damn fun

come to think of it.

we're in holidays which dun even looks like a holiday

bt goin to sentosa did changes the mood

im burned!!! really burned! haa...

so black already lars

eh guys ang gals sorry lar

i didn't update my blog!

im just so busy nwadaes....

anw, back to sentosa...

haa

thanks to those who makes it there

both SA AND SB SPORTS AND WELLNESS.

haa

nxt time go where???i dun knoe

haa

thanks ppl!

kkay!now for the old updates...

went to west coast with my sec frends

pics up there

whoa miss them alot!!!

haa then went to watch movie shrek 3 with some classmates!

sihao,joel,peiyi,hafiz,charlene!

later nxt week watch movie again. THE FREAK 4

with ANuja,charlene,vanya,khalis

then go watch hafiz game

s'pore vs hong kong

lost 3-1 but what de hell!

there's lots of fighting spirits out there!

haa

gtg.busy ill update soon.

My sistaz!!!!
This is where is begins

her ring!saw that?

lost aliens. shld sae unwanted aliens

Why?! is she so...soo....erm erm

let me present you! this is Tinky, winky and dipsy!

whoa...enlightened

i luv this pic

me and the gangsters!

me and that decent look....very fake rite?!

im stronger....hu dare sae>!

Alahhhhhh!

Sorry people....i too busy lar to update..

sorry been hoon! ill put the gravys in my blog kays?!

NW its time to update....gt lot of things to update

OKay first tingy first....hmm

school yeah!

haa! im officially in the track and field team! yeas!

im in im in....haha!... very happy lor

hmm. studies.alamak!
cannot make it lar dey....

very chia lat. goin to cathup soon.

i will! watch out!

hmm friends..got to meet new friends from other course...

mostly from Nursing...yahs...i wanna knoe more people..

i just think that each individuals has soo much to offer...

im quittin fressbies cux i cannot make it.lols

ooh yah...

haha nt to forget...

the class gals punk me sia!!!..

IM BEING PUNKED!

thanks to CHARLENE AND SB GALS LAR...

sad sia....

haha kinda weird im writtin this post with Singlish..

okay lets continue...

they made me believe that charlene ish goin to banking and finance in SP...

in the end...haiya...we were being fooled...

wad de...i even bought her a farewell gift...
wah really paiseh like wad....

anyways...the manhunts never surrender!

haha, my acting skills har...

erm erm... see someone face looks till like tat until i cannot tahan

haha.!!! shh....she knows wad happened...

haha. MANHUNTS! RULES!

yeahs...hmm

nxt, i managed to spend some time with my sec friends...

lols.happy tat i did..

cux my schedules is soo tight but i managed to maneuever them!
see...good rite me...

Auntie YUNRU IS BACK frm Taiwan.Finally!!!...haha. at least zhenguang got one month supply of his favourite milk also.

we went out to shop at BUGIS, orchard a few times...

recently managed to go Clarke quay and be unwanted aliens there...

we took photos at the bridge...

forge new memories...

had a very memorable time..

and also...

i break my staying awake record!!!..

non sleep for 23 hrs and 30 mins!.haa..!!!

hmm...soo much to say but no time.already

see lar, why i nvr update my blog more frequently...

last but not the least.

my sis engagement!...

haha. it was held with 100+ invitations!...

yeahs

im very happy for her

finally...the moment im awaiting for! haha!

27 may 07! haha my sis is engaged to Fyruz!

lols...

my next move for nw...

organise sentosa during june for SWSB

wen out watch movies!!!.

transformer, fantastic four!..

and also...

pray hard for my recovery

its official people!

i had a ligament tear in my ankle...need physio therapy.

6 weeks out from sports...

lols

still...GYM!SWIMMING Is a must...

ICE, STRENGTH AND STRETCH!.

TILL THEN

cyas.

ill try 2 update faster in future

meanwhile...
i had some love quotes below!

enjoy!!!

gtg!

"Love is like a butterfly, hold it to tight and you will crush it, look away and it'll be gone."

"Giving away a heart can hurt ... having a broken heart can be life threatening, even to the strongest people. But, receiving one is the greatest gift."

"There comes a time in every life we find the heart we're looking for."

"I can't seem to erase all the memories of you. No matter how hard I try it's something I can't do."

"When I miss you, I don't have to go far ... I just have to look inside my heart because that's where I'll find you."

If I knew missing you was going to be a part of my life, I never would have let you in."

"I just close my eyes because I might see your face. I just close my mouth because I might hear your voice. I just close my ears because I might hear of you, but I could not close my heart because I love you."

For yesterday's memories, today's love, and tomorrow's dreams I love you."

"Just before I turn in for the night, I want to let you know that my heart stays with you tight, so that my warmth will make you feel that everything's going to be right. I love you."

"I need to tell you everyday how I feel about you because one day I might not be able to."

"When you depart from me sorrow abides, and happiness takes his leave." - Shakespeare

Hey'peeps...

Hmm, im doing my macroeconomics turtorial now, get so distracted such that i decided to update this blog of mine.

I guessed im getting use to the poly life as time pass, had some problems though in terms of trying to catchup with lessons.

Let me see, im preparing myself to the next chapter of my life. I have to start now if not never.

I've been sleeping early and waking up around 4 plus just to revise some homework and lectures.

Not that stressful, only the feeling of studying alone. Come to think of that, i used to study with those friends of mine in secondary school such that im kinda missing study with them. Yeas, woth people like ming guang, zhenguang, yinci and yen lee. Afterall, gotta understand they all had some busy schedules and so am i too. Wish that we can go out together one day and study as well as window shopping. Really miss those time.

Hmm, i miss kss. Im not sure why?...i miss all the sec 5na's people. so used to be with them. I miss the teachers. omg. especially miss ratna, miss serene , madam and mr loh.

Maybe, im still not used to be with my new friends. Its not that they did not welcome me or watsoever, but i kinda realised that our way of doing things and thinking is kinda different apart.

In terms of relationship with my class, we have been quite close, but try thinking of those old peeps in secondary, u will for sure felt something amiss. My class is very close, i got some pics of them but don't think so im uploading it. I ve been so busy with my schedules. Come on lar, cannot show off.lols

Im challenging myself now to see how far i can go. I have CCAs on mon,tue,wed and fri. i have work on weekend, its either on sat or sun. Time management can be so difficult sometimes.

I have to try out many things to discover my talent. I need to be flexible about choosing things. Now i know that i can't run as fast i used to, i need to find my talent else where. My ankle still have not recover.

Hmm, i know my friends, i sometimes got some moodswings. I know i sometimes stare into an open space and kept quiet the whole day. Haa. Come on people. First of all i wanna say that im alright. its only my style because i would do that when i had something in mind that i have to think off. Secondly, im just very tired to talk. Ouh yah, thirdy and finally, i really had no one to think of. I really had moved on with life. I know i got a tragic ove life but its all over my friends. I've moved on...

My love life, currently its boring lar. I really had no one in mind. Nor do i want to woo anyone. I had enough of pains to suffer; heartbreaks. Okay, i know you people would expect me to find a girl in poly life as soon as possible but i gotta admit. Im not really sure of it myself. One girl in my class reminds me alot about someone. watever she is. she gotta sweet smiles. But still, im still kinda afraid to go for anyone or to love. Someone please open this heart of mine. I hope i can feel the feeling of being loved one day.

as goes to my old peeps saying. Nazri is LOL. Lack OF Love.
lols what a joke i am.

"do you really want to throw your heart away?afterall, everybody hurt somebody before" - Naz.

"good students wear their lanyard, write formulas and units. Eh come lar guys?!. slap yourself" - Dr Badri

Nazri OI!!! BE STRONG!, i can achieve anithing if i put my heart and soul in it.

Come on!