Last chance?
Goodbye? maybe...
Yunru...i ain't gonna 4get ya.

soo far away....for far too long...

hehex, im addicted 2 that song...i've been listening to it for countless times now...
yea, i did prepared the lyrics at the side of this blog..., what makes it soo significant?...jux listen and read those lyrics...you people decide...

Hmm,...yunru has left us, gonna miss her...

Asvin are away....can't share my problems with her...

My family is going overseas soon,... i hate being alone at home...

I might be shifting 2 other house soon... its gonna be aroung cck...but please...i hope it won't be too far away from my friends and neighbours...10 yrs in this block, we neighbours live like a family, did hold great memories...haha!..

she gonna leave soon, i'll pray fer her everyday... i believe alot in my god...
err...lets just hope that we will stay in contact more...

why? i think im fading away from her sight...

she sees nthin special in me

why?

because she don't know how much i love her

why?

because its not even proven to her

why?

because i'm not that sort of her type

why?

because i'm a useless coward...

why? because...the time i spend with you is just soo little...little it can be, i still remebered every moment of it... i really wish i had more time with you...

13 october 2005 and now its 12 december 2006...427 days...how am i gonna continue this journey after all those twist and turns, heartbreaks and rejects, the remembered and the forgotten

OOh yah not to forget, i wanna thank you people for the moral supports despite knowing its merely just impossible ot whatever you ppl thinks... haa you ppl has been a good friends afterall...haha i know its an encouragement fer me but nvm its okay....the thing fer me now its just my decisions... where i go after these..

One thing fer sure, i'm not letting down myself...i'm gonna be a happy man one day...i believe it...

hmm, fer now, i gotta sae i need some time alone, a month maybe, two weeks...haha maybe...

why?

hmm, im going through the next stage of my life. i wanna be a better person, to have everything she needs*...if i could not make it to any gathering or something, don't worry ppl!! its not that im moving away. its just that im working...tight schedule..gosh...haha. and er, you ppl don't need to think that my attitude will change such that i 4get those friends of mine...Nope its not gonna happen!

i will still remember you people, love you people and cherishes you people...

its time fer a change, not that obvious but only those who knows me will sees it or rather those who were observant....enough...heex

the journey had just began...


i did wrote somethin in my phone....something that i've kept for long ,...i wrote inside it because it will somehow release those burdens in my heart...a short phrases

i'll share it now......

i noe im nt tat guy fer ya.nt gd lookin...nt everythin.

im goin fer a change...i realli hope you'll understand...

cux i need you, need you here with me...

will you give me the chance? a chance to hold on to...

i noe ur feeling 2wards me is jux a friend.

my god, i actually have fallen in love with you.

yes i've kept it fer a year now...

keeping those heartbreaks to myself...

keeping everything to myself

pretending myself

and

hurting myself

......

please dun tell me those feelings of mine were merely

useless...

my dear, how i wish you can feel my love...

okay tats all i gonna share..lots of things are meant to be kept secret....till den we will meet again...someday!>...lets me optimistic...you will see that i'm just the same guy you ppl will ever knoe!...haha cya!

P.s : i've not given up!

asvin: u have you own individual qualities.there is only one nazri.in this world only one.no one can replace you.be the best you can be. Dun compare yourself with that person cux what you have he might not have. N sumday...sum guy would also be thinkin wad ur thinkin now,"im nthin compared to nazri"

thanks asvin. haa yupx i still remember those...its been a while...

:)